Friday, November 05, 2004
y is there ups n dwns in one's life??? argh!!! i juz hate tt....
there's soooo mani thgs attack mi suddenli.. n i realli dunno wat to do.... i'm lost.. totalli lost... can i end my life?? no.. i cant.. i muz learn fr e' puppies.. be strong... bt wat's e' pt stayin here? pointless... totalli ptless..... i realli dun wanna stay here.. waitin for miracle to appear... where there's no miracle at all...
ydae nite met alan n we drink n drink n drink....
cryin.. drinkin... smokin... tt's nt e' solution... wat else can i do?
I HATE BEING IN THIS WORLD!!!!!
gotta go for my C.S later... well.. 3 more to go... haiz... sian 1/2
~fernny~ can someone take mi away?????
caught a falling star @ 1:08 PM